It was suggested to me today that I should consider creating a blog. I've really got a lot on my mind lately and writing these thoughts down will be theraputic for me. I'm separated from my husband Patrick because he committed adultry. To make the revelation of this news extra special, my husband confessed to me on the eve of my birthday. He didn't really have much of a choice since he was fired from his job that day because of the affair. To say I was devastated is putting it mildly. I had a life with this man for 18 years and the realization of adultry still stuns me to this day.
Today marks two months since my birthday and some of my friends would say I've made leaps and bounds in dealing with my crisis. On many levels, I'm still in shock, and so when people give me props for my actions, I actually question it and say , "Really? You think I'm doing a good job?". Until I can get to current day, I'm going to re ash my ordeal in written words. For now, I need to go to sleep for tomorrow is another day......
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